Cory's Mission Blog On a mission to Love

17May/120

Happy Belated Mother’s Day

So I meant to put this up on Mother's Day but life has just been very busy and focusing is harder than ever. So I decided to do it now instead of waiting until next year.

I wanted to share with everyone I know how much I appreciate my mom. I don't believe I would be here without her... cause.. well... someone had to give birth. I just wanted to publicly thank you Mom for everything you have done for me, Chad and Tricia; Your Husband, your brothers and sisters, and your nieces and nephews. You always had food for us to eat (even if we didn't like what it was); You always cleaned up our messes (even when you should have just made us do them); you always washed our clothes, took us to our friends homes, picked up our friends to bring them to our house, and never went a day with out smiling or laughing about something. Even on the most gloomy days with the most discouraging things happening you continued to show that you can smile about many things even when things don't look so good.

If there is anything I have learned from you it was that. I can't count the times people have shared that as an encouraging thing about my own personality. making lite of things isn't a cooping mechanism; it's a gift that some people I am learning just don't have.

Sure you never really had a career, sure you are more robot than human now; sure you still take on a beating with my dumb antics I put myself through. but you never change through all of that. I know that not just me but everyone in your life Loves you for that. Your consistency to always laugh and make lite of things in bad times, your motherly attribute of nurturing and providing for those in your home. I can't take back lots of things I have done and said to you in the past but I can for sure say thank you for fighting through those things with me and live disicions.

Everyone, meet my mom. The true spirit of care, love and affection.

Happy Belated Mother's Day Mom

5May/121

Sorry for being lazy!

Hey everyone,

Sorry it has been a while since an update; someday I hope ot make it more of a commitment then a secondhand thing in my life to inform you of what has been going on. Honestly its been some of the busiest time I've had in the past year and a half and it doesn't seem to be slowing down much. But in all of it I understand God is just and what comes our way is what we can handle.

Once I returned from Nicaragua I had a list of video projects I had to do. These were of course unpaid venture I put myself out there for so as I waited for some paid work to come by I would work on them diligently. Once paid work came by they were put on the back burners and are still, at this time, unfinished. I feel horrible on the inside that I haven't got them done yet but I can only work as fast as the computer can and as much as I can with out getting in a pickle with money. Needless to say that is why I felt led to catch you guys up because I am waiting for some video to convert and its taking FOREVER!

A couple weeks ago I was feeling very overwhelmed with things and could tell I needed a break. I took it upon myself to take a few days off and go do some photography with some friends out on a couple of the islands (Peaks and Long Island). It was nice to be away from time, away from the computer screen, and away from the constant pull and push of people needing me to do something, expecting I can handle it and not get bogged down by the fact that I am running a full-time schedule with a volunteer pay. The sun shown down on us as we walked the beach and up and down the streets of the Maine-esc islands. On Long Island I wanted to get some cool pictures of these huge waves crashing against the rocks and thought it would be a great idea to get closer... well the next wave was the master commander of all the waves and came in and about took me out. I was soaked! My camera was wet and I tried my best to protect it, but when you are bolting across jagged rocks in bare feet you find it hard to concentrate.

Peaks Island is always a great place to go and walk around. If you have the energy and the whole day you can walk around the entire island. We stopped in at the fort on the island and walked trough the long dark creepy hallway flashing the camera bulbs to see where we were going.

If you would like to see more photos of the trip you can go to my Facebook account and check them out.

For next years Guatemala trip we have built out a website to help with fundraising online. The church as gained a paypal account and is using it to make online donations easier for everyone. the website is www.2-15-13.com. It is constantly being updated and changed around due to the fact that this concept for a website is new to all of us and we want to make it as easy as possible for everyone. If you feel led to help out in an form financially please donate online and support someone you know or anyone you feel led to support.

Another fundraiser that is right around the corner is the 2013 calendars! I have heard nothing but awesome remarks about them from everyone and I am excited to see what God brings of it this year. the teens on the Guatemala trip will be given 10 a piece to start with to sell to raise money for their trip.

Last week I made an appointment to go to the dentist, which I have not been to in about three years, due to timing, insurance and lack of money. Not that I have a whole lot of money I knew it would be a good idea to go. I made an appointment at UNE (awesome cause I don't need insurance and its cheap) and went in. They proceeded to check my teeth out and went on to say something on the lines of "3, 4, 3... 2, 3, 3..., 3, 4, oh my.." I wasn't feeling to confident after that. Turns out my bottom gum was pretty inflamed from years of plaque build up underneath... Kids... brush you teeth and FLOSS!! Cause what's coming up next was no fun.

I had to make a second appointment because they would not have enough time to do what they needed. I went in mid week this week for the deep cleaning and they tore my gums a new one!! It was the bloodiest thing I have been apart of. Luckily they had some numbing stuff to put over it all but it had to be constantly reapplied because it took for ever to clean out.  she was sticking gauze in my mouth to clean the blood up and it went in white and came out RED!! like drippy red.  YUCK!

So we will see how well I do from now on with my teeth. I don't care to go through it again.

Sometime around this time of the week I realized my car need to be inspected... TWO MONTH AGO!! so I called in to see if I could get an appointment made it, went in gave them my registration and found out my car has be unregistared for TWO MONTH!!.... guess I did them at the same time..

So long story short I go to register my car online, find out my insurance card is out of date... have to get all new paper work and my car, at this point won't pass inspection. At least until I put about $800 into it... I don't have that kind of money at this point!. So I am getting a second opinion on the car on Monday, and the car at this tiem is registered and insured so I can't get thrown in jail at least.

But with all this said one cool aspect did come out of it all. And maybe it just connects to all of this. Just before all this started to go down I was offered a small stipend position at my church! FINALLY! I mean it isn't enough to live off of by any means but it will help nonetheless. The job consists of me being the leader of the A/V team and building out a crew that I think would be beneficial to making Sunday morning run smoothly and with as little problems as possible. I am very excited about this job oppotunity, out of all the one's I have had in teh past year and hope to see it lead to bigger and better places.

But I find it funny that all these crazy bad things, started falling down on me just as this job was offered to me. I had to go to the dentist (Id rather wrestle a bear), my car just seems to be in the wrong place at the wrong time with paper work (my second biggest stresses next to girls... my car), and the things I am realizing I didn't share that are seeming to be anxiety filled for me, my dad went in for an MRI yesterday to check for Alzheimer, gas just keeps going up, so there now hope of saving money at all, I've had to cut out chances to minister to kids or give them opportunities to go do something because I can't afford to bring them because of the car stuff, and overall I have a list of things that need to get finished and they just never seem to get done..

So all these things started funneling into me right after this opportunity with the church was presented. could it be a coinicidence? or could it be satan plugging away at me when I am vunerable.

*side note: I sarcastically love that fact that when I type 'satan' into this post is tells me I am spelling it wrong because it is lowercase... geshh

My guess is that God has something planned and I am unaware of its complete outcome. Some day it will all make sense but when things like this happen I know something is going right, cause everything seems to be going wrong. It happens before almost every missions trip, it happens when I follow my heart instead of my mind and its happening right now.

 

So satan.... BUG OFF!

17Apr/120

Missions Leaders Weekend

Hey Everybody out there. This last weekend I joined in on a Missions leader weekend with Stroudwater Christian Church to Alton Bay NH. Our goal was to help spruce up a cottage on the Alton Bay Christian Conference Center land to have it ready for pastors and ministry leaders who need a place to unwind and recharge to go to. This cottage was donated to the ABCCC and they decided to put it to great use. Ministry leaders and Pastors need breaks just as much, if not more, than others. Pastors don't just get up on Sunday mornings and preach the good word; they are on 24/7 call to the ministry of God. If a person is in trouble and they are contacted they are on top of it like a hobo on a hotdog. :)

This cottage is gong to open to those pastors and ministry leaders who need a recharage, free of charge from the confrence center AND as far as I understand they will get spoiled, at elast to my standards :) I think that is a gfreat thing to have for those who give up there lifes and time for those around them who they know and don't know.

Glenace with the paintGreg Conquering FearPastor Bill being a man!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The weekned started out early Friday morning. the objective: paint the outside of the cottage. I busted out almost 3/4 of the building in a days time. It was quiet remarkable with all the yoga moves around the eves and electrical wires. Bill, Darren, Greg and I were quiet tired by the end of the day. Late that afternoon Jeff and Glenace joined us to help out the next morning. We were able to finish it all by 2:30 which was a surprise. The back side of the building was the hardest to work with. To reach the top eve of the building we extended a ladder parallel to the eve and laid it against the small addition, Darren stood on the bottom of the ladder as I crawled to the top of the ladder, past the balance point and bounced happily up and down as I painted the eve. Of course this was all OSHA approved :) - haha.

Overall the weekend was a great time with some of the people involved in missions and ministry in the church. Even though it was a small group it was good relationship building.

PS. The FOOD WAS AMAZING!!!

2Apr/120

A couple of videos!

Hey everyone, Just wanted to give you some content to look at! I'm busting through video project after video project so I can move forward and getting some of these videos done sometimes gets put on hold but here are a couple

This is a recap video of what Stroudwater is doing in Nicaragua. I think it gives a good perspective of the great work a small church is doing!

Here is a great stupid video for you all to watch! :) I had to go interview the Pastor that morning and there wasn't enough work for me to be over at the church so I had to get back to CICRIN.. Well I had to borrow a tia's bike to do so and this was my adventure.

 

So there is that. feel free to join me on Facebook by click here, and also join me on Youtube by click here

Love you all and I hope to give you all some more awesome looks into this thing I call my life with God!

 

God Bless